i’m 19 now.., i learned something whether it’s good or bad one.. i’m writing this cause I one day I want myself to read it and remember this as a lesson..
here i’m listening to Tasha Manshahar’s Bukan Aku song.. OHGOD i love this song so much.. okay, i’ll start now,,
What will I said to my 12yrs old self right now..
sabar (patient) : hold on kid, no need to rush in finding love, or creating the love story that you read from those novels. the truth is, people created the perfect love stories..and as a human being, you cannot do that in your life. being in love in such a young age forward, will create many problems. you will waste lots of money, time, loves… just focus on your study. NO NEED TO RUSH. you can live without a boyfriend in your live, you can survive being single, you can live hapily without a boyfriend.
people stabbed your back? yeah it’s true. don’t trust people easily #takenote. at the end you will walk your path alone. don’t share your deepest secret with anyone accept your family, others willing to listen, but they will use it as a weapon to bring you down at certain point.
people will break your heart. in any circumstances…they will.. i dont know how to prevent this, but, it will make you stronger. it will build yourself up. you just need the courage to face it, and never show your weaknesses to them.
take care of your body, don’t eat too much, dont sleep too much, work out regularly. nice body doesn’t build by its own.
listen to the elder’s advice. all of them worth it.
study..study..study.. that’s all that you need to do. the outside world will be very scary. you can face it with knowledge.
love your MOM & BROTHER, they are irreplaceable..