panji ramdanaย 


i love i love i love, his works!

Feel free to visit this ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿป instagram and get closer to his works of art.. he is an indonesian poet and if i’m not mistaken “menuju baik itu baik” is his third book.

Yes, i wanted to buy his book, but….since the pre order already closed and i’m having financial crisis right now..maybe next time. I’m aiming for it though…but,,, just , maybe next time ๐Ÿ™‚.

But readers, please please support him. I can feel every words, every quote that he posted. So close to my heart..


These photos are all from his instagram @melodydalampuisi .

20.jan.17 : you know what he(panji ramdana) came up with a new book with the title Ketetapan Terindah. Allah, I want it so badly.. but i know that I can’t buy it for the time being. Whoever reads the book or any of his works please share it with me, i mean, your expectations vs the book itself. Please. I need to know you guys point of view/review. Much love. xx

Eid 2016


Alhamdulillah.

#eid2016 is the most memorable eid for me as a teenager.

This year I celebrated Eid with my mom after 2 years she’s not coming home for Eid.

This year I was reunited again with my best friends.

And this year I can planned what-to-wear-during-eid smoothly. Matchie-matching is my thing.๐Ÿ˜

And this year for the first time ever, my family does the ‘Eid Open House’ #MYfamilyopenhouse . Man…, it was tiring but it’s all worth it. Seeing my family and friends come to our house and get to know each other was beautiful. I was glad to bring my best friends to meet my mom/family cause they will always have that doubt who’s my friends are.

But.., There’s a pro’s and cont’s

I can’t reach my target during Ramadhan. So sad though. And.. I don’t want to talk about it ๐Ÿ˜ช.


And before my brother went back to his hostel, he ask me to bake some cake (requested since ramadhan๐Ÿ˜… actually), okay cheese-kut ready to go. I feel glad when people appreciate my cake.


Lastly, my ultimate-favourite pineapple tart was finished๐Ÿ˜ฉ, it was my first love, maybe next raya i will learn my lesson and buy one balang of tart nanasย only for myself! And now move on to my 2nd love, ย kuih ehhh biskut ulat bulu๐Ÿ›. #dreamingaboutpineappletarts

So…there he goes about my Eid2016. This is my first eid without bunga api and mercun.

Dua : for anxiety and sorrow

As a human, we have our own different battle in life. I hope this dua can be helpful, only Allah ..and He knows whatsoever is in your heart[57:6]โค๏ธ.

ุงู„ู„ูŽู‘ู‡ูู…ูŽู‘ ุฅูู†ูู‘ูŠ ุนูŽุจู’ุฏููƒูŽุŒ ุงุจู’ู†ู ุนูŽุจู’ู€ุฏููƒูŽุŒ ุงุจู’ู†ู ุฃูŽู…ูŽุชูู€ูƒูŽุŒ ู†ูŽุงุตููŠูŽุชููŠ ุจููŠูŽุฏููƒูŽุŒ ู…ูŽุงุถู ูููŠูŽู‘ ุญููƒู’ู…ููƒูŽุŒ ุนูŽุฏู’ู„ูŒ ูููŠูŽู‘ ู‚ูŽุถูŽุงุคููƒูŽุŒ ุฃูŽุณู’ุฃูŽู„ููƒูŽ ุจููƒูู„ูู‘ ุงุณู’ู…ู ู‡ููˆูŽ ู„ูŽูƒูŽุŒ ุณูŽู…ูŽู‘ูŠู’ุชูŽ ุจูู‡ู ู†ูŽูู’ุณูŽูƒูŽุŒ ุฃูŽูˆู’ ุฃูŽู†ู’ุฒูŽู„ู’ุชูŽู‡ู ูููŠ ูƒูุชูŽุงุจููƒูŽุŒ ุฃูŽูˆู’ ุนูŽู„ูŽู‘ู…ู’ุชูŽู‡ู ุฃูŽุญูŽุฏุงู‹ ู…ูู†ู’ ุฎูŽู„ู’ู‚ูู€ูƒูŽุŒ ุฃูŽูˆู ุงุณู’ุชูŽุฃู’ุซูŽุฑู’ุชูŽ ุจูู‡ู ูููŠ ุนูู„ู’ู…ู ุงู„ุบูŽูŠู’ุจู ุนูู†ู’ู€ุฏูŽูƒูŽุŒ ุฃูŽู†ู’ ุชูŽุฌู’ุนูŽู„ูŽ ุงู„ู‚ูุฑู’ุขู†ูŽ ุฑูŽุจููŠุนูŽ ู‚ูŽู„ู’ุจููŠุŒ ูˆูŽู†ููˆุฑูŽ ุตูŽุฏู’ุฑููŠุŒ ูˆุฌูŽู„ูŽุงุกูŽ ุญูุฒู’ู†ููŠ ูˆุฐูŽู‡ูŽุงุจูŽ ู‡ูŽู…ูู‘ูŠ

ุงู„ู„ูŽู‘ู‡ูู…ูŽู‘ ุฅูู†ูู‘ูŠ ุฃูŽุนู’ูˆุฐู ุจููƒูŽ ู…ูู†ูŽ ุงู„ู‡ูŽู…ูู‘ ูˆูŽ ุงู„ู’ุญูŽุฒูŽู†ูุŒ ูˆูŽุงู„ุนูŽุฌู’ุฒู ูˆูŽุงู„ู’ูƒูŽุณูŽู„ูุŒ ูˆุงู„ุจูุฎู’ู„ู ูˆุงู„ู’ุฌูุจู’ู†ูุŒ ูˆุถูŽู„ูŽุนู ุงู„ุฏูŽู‘ูŠู’ู†ู ูˆุบูŽู„ูŽุจูŽุฉู ุงู„ุฑูู‘ุฌูŽุงู„ู

O Allah, I am Your slave and the son of Your male slave and the son of your female slave. My forehead is in Your Hand (i.e. You have control over me). Your Judgment upon me is assured and Your Decree concerning me is just. I ask You by every Name that You have named Yourself with, revealed in Your Book, taught any one of Your creation or kept unto Yourself in the knowledge of the unseen that is with You, to make the Qur’an the spring of my heart, and the light of my chest, the banisher of my sadness and the reliever of my distress.

O Allah, I seek refuge in you from grief and sadness, from weakness and from laziness, from miserliness and from cowardice, from being overcome by debt and overpowered by men.

Madly evening

My grandma..emm… As usual, there’s always something that isn’t right. So I texted my mom and told her that my brain isn’t functioning anymore. Then she said “pegi buat kek!”. Mom always be a mom, she knows things that make me calm down. 

  
I’m not so good at baking, but I love baking the most. Like it’s the only thing that make calm and focus without worrying about the world. 

And there she goes, my kitchen assistance, emm, more to distroyer๐Ÿ˜‚.

  
  
Can you see how excited lebih she is? 

Well, at least i’m calm now. I forgot the dilemma I’ve faced just now. What was it? 

Beach dayย 

   

After 17 years of living this was the first time i watch/touch/throw  starfish! 

I was so excited at first and my uncle said, atul what’s wrong with you? Why you never knew about start fish before?

I knew about starfish okay but i never got a chance to touch it because my mom kinda quarantine us from the beach. I’m hoping to see the starfish in colored one but nope, maybe i should learn diving, yeaa, maybe i should๐Ÿ˜. 
xxoo, Alhamdulillah.